"I was already dead when you saw me." In the sense that she might as well have been. Not literally of course. "I don't think anyone could have done anything by that point. There's already enough regret going around about it." She doesn't like being dead back home, but what she likes even less is one of the younger kids carrying that kind of guilt about it. "I can also see you and Billy are really good at being stubborn, so there's probably no way I can talk you out of it." Look, she had to give up trying to tell Billy the flayer shit wasn't his fault because he was possessed.