"I'm no hero." The force with which he spits it out is astonishing even to himself and he wonders when his hatred of the Jedi had turned inward. He'd always hated externally, had wanted to eliminate other Force users. Now, with Rey to consider, he wants to destroy himself. It's frustrating.

"I have no desire to help anyone but myself. I want off this planet and back into a system I recognize so I am able to rendezvous with potential allies - even if they're allies of convenience. This does not help me at all."